Should You Ask??

It is very true that what we do not know can not hurt us. So when it comes to suspicions you have to be careful what you ask if you are not truly prepared for the answer that you might get. How do you know that someone is truly what they appear to be? It could be an illusion that the mind has chosen to create in an effort to protect you from what is really going on. I have a lot of questions but I am not asking them for fear that someone might answer me. 


I have friends I know this but at the moment determining who would be a true friend and who would be feeding me a line of crap would be a bit difficult to do. I have allowed my feelings to over rule my common sense it would seem and that is never a good thing. I am totally lost right now and have turned it all over to a higher power for the sake of my sanity. I mean really nothing should confuse a grown woman as much as I have been lately.


I want to know the answers but I am afraid to ask the questions. I know that the answers are few and far between but still what have I got to lose by asking? Everything. I am scared to death right now and that’s fine to. I will sort this out like I have a million times before and I will end up standing taller because of it all. 


I am hurting right now but I am trying to smile through the pain and so far I’m doing pretty good. I think that no matter what happens it’ll all turn out for the best. Well I would be wondering if I should ask so I’m going to think about it for a little while longer. 

Just another weekend

It’s just another weekend here and it’s almost over. I sometimes which that we had three and four day weekends more often. I get so tired during the week taking Theresa to therapy, working around therapy and trying to work in enough time with her so she doesn’t end up pulling at me to get my attention in the middle of work. She’s so smart that it’s scary.

I did manage to write one new article and get some editing done. Budgets are much fun, I think I figured out how many plastic training pants Theresa needs. Two packs should take care of it, then I have to buy one more pack of plastic pants and a pack of training pants and she’ll have enough to take care of two to three days.

Friday I realized that one of her therapist can’t tell the difference between a question and a statement when she’s in a hurry. It’s also kind of annoying when you make a statement and someone answers a question. It’s almost the holiday season so I’ll be putting up with that a lot. In-laws make the best annoyances when they like to make decisions they have no business making.

OK off to edit the second article of the weekend and try to write one more. I’ll edit it tomorrow. I’m going to work on my resume tomorrow too. Hopefully I can find the template since I can’t remember how to put one together. I’m hoping next weekend will give us an opportunity to do something fun. The 3rd we go to the fair so that Theresa gets to experience it for the first time.