Amazingly Happy at the Thought of Divorce

Yes, you read that right. I’m amazingly happy right now because I am working toward getting a divorce. I’m still working out the details of how to pay for it and taking care of a thousand other things at the same time but that’s O.K. I have a feeling that it’s all going to fall into place.

Life will be so much better on my own. I’m planning to take my maiden name back this time since this is the third one and I don’t care to do this marriage thing a fourth time. I think that this should be a sign to me that I wasn’t really made for marriage; at least it’s a sign that I have no idea how to pick husband material. I will not make this mistake again.

He’s got jealousy issues that are not going to get better. I think they’ve gotten worse actually over the last six years. He’s always been jealous, at first it was kinda cute, maybe even flattering but over time it just became annoying. It should have been a sign not to marry him but I went through with it anyway. The excessive drinking should have been a sign, he said he’d quit. I believed him like an idiot. The over drawing of the bank account, he said he’d never do again. He’s done it at least three times, the last time they closed the account. I’m done.

I’m tired of accusations, going into debt over stupidity and the fact that everything continues to tear up while this idiot tells me it’s my imagination. Goodnight.