Remembering

I can remember that I used to get excited about the holidays but that was a long time ago. I was a kid and family still enjoyed a home cooked meal made mostly from scratch. The thought of going out to eat or buying frozen dumplings never crossed anyone’s mind. I miss those days more than anyone could ever imagine.

Now I prefer to spend the holidays alone with the daughter that I have with me. I’d love to spend it with both of them but that’s not always possible. This year I’m taking my youngest to my mother’s and hubby is going with his parents to their family. Someone is cooking, I have no idea who. All I know is that they’re huggy people and I’m not.

Well, I’ll be going now, I have nothing else to ramble about.

Saturday again and nothing but wandering thoughts

It’s Saturday again and I can’t focus on anything. I did a load of laundry, got the husband to do a load of laundry and put up the clothes that were on the line from yesterday. Potty training isn’t going well this weekend although Theresa has been left in her cloth training pants all day so far. That’s good because I have one open pack of pull-ups until Wednesday and that pack has to last until only heaven knows when. I’m hoping until just the first of the month.

This Thanksgiving I will be alone, it is a luxury I will not have Christmas. The closer this holiday day gets the more I dread the next one. As many times as I have told people that I do not celebrate Christmas they refuse to respect the fact. It gets more irritating each year.

I just read a post about Vision Boards it sounds like putting goals where you can see them. It’s worth a shot. I’ve done it before and had some luck but the things I wanted then were all obtainable with a little hard work. I think I may need the guide as blank as my mind has been lately. I went completely blank in therapy Friday. I tried to schedule therapy during school hours. That wasn’t good. I’ve managed to end up with four blogs to keep up with now. I’m not sure how I’m managing to keep up with them all but I am. I am wondering right now how to get the text to wrap around the link to the book at the side. I think I’ll stop before I end up with a few dozen things I didn’t mean to add to this page. I am not sure why but it seems that every weekend I end up getting only a quarter of what I wanted to accomplish accomplished.The Complete Idiot's Guide to Vision Boardshttp://rcm.amazon.com/e/cm?t=workinga-20&o=1&p=8&l=bpl&asins=1592579345&fc1=000000&IS2=1&lt1=_blank&m=amazon&lc1=0000FF&bc1=000000&bg1=FFFFFF&f=ifr